Life, sometimes, is like a movie. We may like the first part but not the second half...... Sometimes days are also like that. We might have a whole lot of fun till noon and our evenings.. kill us. But sometimes even in an unhappy endings there will be a ray of hope. I had one of those days today.

I was havin' a lot of fun till my friend[my best buddy] went away for his studies.... All the happiness gave way to a sad goodbye evening.. All these years he had backed me up and i feel a huge space of emptyness now. Even after all this happened i got a chance to see her after a long time.

But she won't even know.. BUT

My love

Its like the wind

" you can't see it

but, you can feel it"

Why did i love her; even when there are so many other girls in this world. U might ask, can't i find someone else. Love, can't fine somebody else. If you go searching for love, thats not love.

But, we can't decide in advance whom we are gonna love, can we???? We can't go in search of love. That love wont last. It must happen on its own. it should hit you unexpectedly. It should turn you upside down. It should always be with you. Like what happened to me when i saw her. Thats true love. that happened to me. So actually i didn't choose her. That love struck me, when i saw her. I like this pain now, it has become a part of me......

So I walked through these empty corridors searching for HER. Dreaming foolishly to find her. May take months, years or decades. I’ll find her once to talk my heart out. I may not be the prince of her dreams or a knight in a shining armor. But my heart is true. It has been true to her all these years. But what; she won’t even know. But one day, in her life, she will realize how much I loved her. That day will come.

LOVE , we can't force someone to love you. as per me its worse than death. May be some of you reading this would think that i'm crazy/ mad. In a way you people are right. Some say love is blind, some say its crazy. if thats true you people are right, i'm mad. Madly in LOVE.

The moment i saw her, i knew without a doubt, that she was the one. I started to dream good. She was the one who taught me how to see beautiful dreams. We became friends as days passed. We had fun and little little friendly quarrels. For everybody we were just friends, But for me she was everything. As almost a year passed, i was getting scared if it will be too late to confess my love. That was when i realize time can really fly. I was afraid, but i found a way to let her know my love. On the day of our Christmas celebrations, i told her about my love towards her. I couldn't even think of her crying, angry and sad face. She threw me off.

It's been more than six years, from that day. I still remember that day as it was on a film reel which is playing before me right now. It was dark, it was scary and it was the last day of my life........... the last day that i spoke to her or she spoke to me. It has been six long years; from where i started dreaming. She taught me how to dream. who knows,may be one day my dreams will come true.....

I didn't expect HER to say "yes", may be i did back then; but not now. Because we both were only 14 after all. As i grew six years older, so did my LOVE towards her. But she never knew.

14 years, it may not be a good age for anyone to fall in LOVE.

But by all odds I did. I fell in love, as it was the deepest trench in the universe. Oh... sorry i forgot. Lemme introduce myself, I am Vineeth. I was an ordinary teenager who was stubborn, talkative, enthusiastic, daring, one who loves to hang out with friends.

Now about my love, I saw HER in my class for the first time in ma life... Even now i can't experss what i felt at that very moment.

what happened after that in the next post